Listening to: Utada Hikaru - Merry Xmas Mr. Lawrence - FYI
Feeling: Troubled
It's been such a long time since I've updated my blog. Many things happened like Operation Dream House Pink Walls being starting, went to Bangkok for the first time, started saving for Japan for real and changing jobs.
I know changing jobs at this point of time might seem silly because Bintang is of course a much more stable place, but I cannot take it anymore! It's just super complacent there. I do my work for the week and waiting for another assignment. I feel like I'm gonna be kicked out of the department at someone's whim.
Working on my gut feeling, I took on another job offer as a copywriter and left.
With three weeks of leave, I thought I can bum around but boy was I ever so wrong. With a few freelance jobs under my belt, I felt as thought I was doing more than I was at The Bintang. But it's extra income so I'm not complaining.
Been soul searching whenever I had free time. Not that I had much, but I did.
Realized that friends are not what they seem to be.
Realized that there is money to be earned everywhere but do you have the time and stamina to get them all?
Realized that one person's heaven is another person's hell.
And also, most importantly, what is money compared to having the time to spend with my godson?
This three week holiday did me good and without realizing it, I'm starting work this Monday. I am super glad I made some time to go swimming with baby Caden before Cin and family left for Australia.
That boy is gonna grow up to be a super heartbreaker!
I have yet another BFP shoot tomorrow. Hurt my leg during my Bukit Tabur climb (dramatic drumroll please) when I rolled down on the trek down. Will write about that later. It's 4.30 in the morning and I have to be at BU around 10am~!
Meanwhile, just wanna show off that I got 100% for my Japanese Beginner 1 exam!
More tomorrow~
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