Listening to: Landy Wen - Zhu Wo sheng Ri Kuai Le
Feeling: Tired & Tired
It's tiring to go through heartbreaks. Not my own, but others. Even though at most times we bystanders try not to get involved, it's inevitable that you're sucked into the middle of that nasty whirlpool of sadness.
Especially if it's someone you're close to. I guess when you're thinking of what to say (gently now...) you imagine you're in their situation too. I've been through too many to know that it's something to stay away from but yet here I am again.
It's painful and I'm afraid.
I should be single forever...
Happy Birthday and Happy Breakup. There is always something better out there that is better. It's just that you don't know it yet.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Fast forward 3 weeks.
Listening to: Clazziquai Project - Fiesta (Daishi Dance remix)
Feeling: Melancholic
No matter how I look at things it is still depressing. How should we handle things? Can I make it for my Mecca? What is the situation now? It's a blank canvas of confusion.
Pushing the depression to the back of my mind (in some cultures, this is often labeled as 'running away from reality') I had some fun over the past three weeks...
We went white water rafting in Gopeng. I promise you this is the best anger management/stress therapy anyone can get. I screamed my heart out and came home as tired as a dog. Had a great night's sleep.
But let me warn you that water might be splashed around. It was fun though me and Fun went with a bunch of people we don't know except for Jae Han. Woots!
I also went for the Complete 5 BMW drive two weeks back.
We drove the X5 and the 5 series, naturally.
Drove on beautiful roads I never knew existed.
Witnessed the beauty of nature from air.
Roughed it out at the Four seasons Langkawi.
Magnificently showered like a queen in the outdoor bath in the room (in the Four seasons)
Did a Paris and Nicole (again) and enjoyed life on a mega yacht.
Had a splashing time on the banana boat.
Watching the beautiful sun set while I enjoyed my dinner.
Cam-whored with my sister one weekend.
Yeap. My life in 3 short weeks. More soon!
Feeling: Melancholic
No matter how I look at things it is still depressing. How should we handle things? Can I make it for my Mecca? What is the situation now? It's a blank canvas of confusion.
Pushing the depression to the back of my mind (in some cultures, this is often labeled as 'running away from reality') I had some fun over the past three weeks...
We went white water rafting in Gopeng. I promise you this is the best anger management/stress therapy anyone can get. I screamed my heart out and came home as tired as a dog. Had a great night's sleep.
But let me warn you that water might be splashed around. It was fun though me and Fun went with a bunch of people we don't know except for Jae Han. Woots!I also went for the Complete 5 BMW drive two weeks back.
We drove the X5 and the 5 series, naturally.
Drove on beautiful roads I never knew existed.
Witnessed the beauty of nature from air.
Roughed it out at the Four seasons Langkawi.
Magnificently showered like a queen in the outdoor bath in the room (in the Four seasons)
Did a Paris and Nicole (again) and enjoyed life on a mega yacht. 
Had a splashing time on the banana boat.
Watching the beautiful sun set while I enjoyed my dinner.
Cam-whored with my sister one weekend.Yeap. My life in 3 short weeks. More soon!
Friday, September 05, 2008
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