Just to let you guys know I am still alive...

Listening to: All American Rejects - It ends tonight
Feeling: Toothless

The only exciting thing that happened to me this few days is the fact that I had my first teeth scaling experience.

I would say it's pretty... bergegar.

My previously yellowy whites are now restored to its rightful colour. Downside is... Got an extraction as well. Bloody wisdom tooth... It's so effing annoying that it pops out and fucks up the other tenants... (my teeth la!)

I'll close this wonderful entry with a little poem...

Bangun pagi, gosok gigi,
Cuci muka, pakai baju
Makan roti, minum susu,
Pergi sekolah, suka hati

Valentine Musings

Listening to: Winter Sonata - My Memory
Feeling: The Valentine Icks


Though I had been bitching about Valentine's Day the whole day today, I guess for those new in relationships or those romantic at hearts live for today.

While I was driving back today *decided to leave for home early as I don't want to be in the office all glum and shit* I saw a few cute sights...

A little Mini Copper with a balloon heart floating inside... Makes me wonder how it feels like to receive one of those.

A girl talking excitedly into the phone... Maybe she's happily calling her other half to see if he's on the way back from work for their dinner. Made me wonder how it really feels like to be in that same scenario.

A lady waiting for the bus typing frantically into her phone looking worried. Maybe she had missed the previous bus and she's now late for her date. Would I be frantic as well if I'm in that same situation?

And in the office, it was a busy day for the flower deliverers and for the receptionist... Flowers and gifts had been pouring in since yesterday. Shrieks and yells were heard throughout the office whenever someone receives a bouquet or teddy. Our office was abuzz with lovey dovey glows... Someone's friend is proposing to his girlfriend today. Ohhs and Ahhs were heard throughout the office. I bet everyone wants a romantic moment like that.

Rumors of who sent who flowers went around like Chinese Whispers, it was electric.

All I could do was wonder and bitch. Man... I feel like the Bitch who stole Valentine's.

A colleague got flowers from a secret admirer. We all gasp in unison... Call the florist, we insisted... No, my colleague says. I won't! Guess when the secret is out, it's like when the clock hits 12 for Cinderella. Who knows, she might had sent it to herself... We don't know. I personally don't care... Some people deal with peer pressure differently.

I wondered what I would do if I've got flowers from a secret admirer. Would I call the florist? Would I try to uncover the secret? Maybe not... a well meaning friend could have sent it. I rather be eluded than to know...

So far I went shopping with three friends who wanted to buy gifts for their other halves. Not a pleasant experience if you used to like *or still do, I really don't know* this person. I am officially the 'Friend.' It's a bane I swear to you, I rather be something else...

Officially got 2 invitations for dinner for the night. All made by my attached friends... They mean well I know but it just felt too weird. Maybe not, I rejected. Another one wanted to bring me shoe shopping... Why? Nah... leave that for another day.

Got back home and mom said something about sis getting both her and dad gifts. A gingerbread heart... How sweet. Mom broke half the heart from Dad's portion for me. I guess she felt sad for me too. All 25 years and not 1 Valentine's with someone? I said no. I don't need that sympathy. I just want to sleep abit and worry about my work. Not that I love work or something like that...

Maybe next year I'll be one of those love sick happy couples who don't mind paying a bundle for gifts and dinner. I don't know and I won't say. Life is great now, with a few hiccups.

Night time falls and Sarah McLachlan's I Love You comes on iTunes. Sap, but I like it.

Romance; so overrated but only until you've experienced it yourself...

Dramafying

Listening to: Rihanna - SOS (Rescue Me)
Feeling: Melodramatic

It's Valentine's Day and the drama queen is extremely dramafied cause everyone is like so happy and together... I just want to go home and like play Resident Evil 4 (again) or something...

The receptionist is busy receiving flowers.... Damnit none for me...

Happy freaking Valentine's Day people~

Listening to: Olivia inspi' REIRA - A Little Pain
Feeling:

Just had a fight with my brother over MSN. Feel angry, misunderstood and shitty now.

Sometimes I wish I can just pop 30 Panadols and do away with the pain. I don't need this. I might, I may. And if I do...

It ends tonight.

Emo-ness

Listening to: Kim Bum Soo – Bo Go Ship Da
Feeling: Bleeding Tired (and I mean it!)

Here I present to you my ‘Emo Song of the Year’ for 2 years running!



Bo Go Ship Da by Kim Bum Soo from the Korean drama series Stairway to Heaven.

Reason #1 to watch this vid: Kwong Sang Woo is too hot
Reason #2 to watch this vid: Kwong Sang Woo is too hot
Reason #3 to watch this vid: Kwong Sang Woo is too hot
Reason #4 to watch this vid: Kwong Sang Woo is too hot
Reason #5 to watch this vid: Damn good song!

Another same old, same old...

Listening to: Shakira – Illegal
Feeling: Sleepy

No updates because nothing much is actually happening…

Things that might be of interest:

1. Gg leaving on Friday morning… Anyone wants to send her off?

2. Tried checking my bank balance for scraps of my January pay + bonus… The official balance is still RM6.94 after checking it 183, 462 time today.

3. Nifty shoes, RM69.90. Cute dress with low neckline, RM59.90. Being complimented over BCBGs and Armanis. Flattering… Only moi knowing that it’s THAT effing cheap… Priceless

4. Karaoke with a big bunch of people if fun… But just don’t expect you’ll be able to sing ALL your fave songs.

5. Chinese New Year is round the corner… Time to steel myself up for a barrage of ‘Wah Ah Girl grow edy ar, but grow sideways more la. Where la boyfriend/When getting married.” (G, you’re a lucky bitch)

6. I’m a popular Sanguine according to some book G bought. And when I looked it up in Wikipedia… I am associated with bile or something… Ekk…

Till I have something else to write about...