Friday, May 20, 2005

Drops of Jupiter

Feeling: Drops of Jupiter on my hair

Just another normal Friday morning, driving to work when 'Drops of Jupiter' started playing on the radio. That song has been my favourite song for as long as I remember and even till now, I get goosebumps when I listen to it. The lyrics are so whimsical yet I can relate to it. Don't ask how, I don't know too.

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey

Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey

She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol’ jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phoneConversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

It's so super sigh... Ohwell... feeling pretty weird off these few days. Gem had been going on and on about her D and me feeling 'crushed' over Jay. Haha... Just a stupid little one but it makes days go by much easier. It's like having to take medicine and knowing that after all that bitter shit, you can have a piece of chocolate to go with it. It is like bliss. But you know that it wouldn't do anything for your health.

Listening to: Train - Drops of Jupiter
Feeling: All mushy mush

I think me and Gem spent about RM10 on SMS-es yesterday, chatting about her D and my current obssession. I think it is unhealthy, like the chocolate thing I was talking about? Yeah, unhealthy. Out of the pan into the fire. Thinking that you KNOW this relationship thingy wouldn't work makes it harder to realise the stupidity because you actually think you know when to stop. And it wouldn't stop. Being in this mess all over again is like hmmm... eating super sticky warm melted chocolate. You'd get a warm feeling in your tummy at first but after a while, you just wanna throw up and you end up feeling gross and fat. Hahah... I have been using food to describe all of my current feelings, maybe it's a sign that says lunchtime is looming.

Listening to: Mariah Carey - Breakdown

Listening to all jiwang songs today because I feel super jiwang too. I wanna be somewhere else not here yet I wanna be here. What the hell... Birthday is coming up. Starting to feel old. /sob

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