'I... uh, dunno'

Listening to: Kelly Clarkson - Because of you
Feeling: Angry

I feel annoyed. And I do not really know why. Once upon a time, whenever a MSN message pops up, I eagerly check to see if it was SD6, but now whenever I see it's him I get angry. Don't ask why. Maybe because I did not want to feel sad. Maybe that is why.

I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.

Please do not tell me about what you're doing now. Please do not tell me about how you want to go for movies with her. Please do not tell me how long you had talked to her over the phone. Please do not tell me about how funny she is. Please, please, please...

I hope I won't cry now.
I am not supposed to.
I am not supposed to be sad even.
I don't want to see you. I want to see you. I don't want to hear from you. I am waiting beside the phone to hear your voice. I don't want to go. I love to go. No No No No No. Yes Yes Yes Yes.

I hate you!!!
But I... still do love, no, care for you.
Go away before I really do hate you...