Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I've really decided

That I should avoid, ignore and evade him till the time is right

Which means, whenever I think I can actually face him for real

The feeling is gone only to be replaced by a certain amount of self pity

Which is shitty

I hate self pity, it feels pathetic

OK, meaning I am not feeling self-pity. I'm just feeling pathetic.


No comments: